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Feeling like life is too much

 Wake up and life looks good the sun is shining and I have the day off,a me day just lunch with mom and the rest is mine.Within 1 hour all changes.I have my grandson to hang with for behavior issues at school and my lunch plan is a restaurant change.Ill survive as its only lunch and hanging with my grandson is always a fun time.Lunch done and heading home,hubby calls in a state of im giving up he says selling our company for pennies he is done,WTF??? I text say ill be there soon we should talk about this.He has made it clear as we start to talk that everyone is ruining his life including me and he has nothing to talk about.Just great! We have been married for 27 years and together for over 40 and Im not liking him right now. I just want to go away and say to hell with you,but life and my God have shown me that that is not the answer.I could go on a walk which I may do but walking away from my life is a no.Today is too much but this will change .Im just so frustrated with the ups and do
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When pandoras box runs your life

Going thru life with lies and false truths makes us sad people.If what you say has things to be hidden and never talked about then you my friend are living a life of lies.How do I know this??I was raised by my mom and had a dad that lived a life of lies.He was looked at as  man of faith and very righteous,never admitting his part of the pandoras box He and his wife created. You may doubt this and think Im just venting and not speaking truth ,but this is the truth the whole ugly truth which I can share beacuse I lived it.Can he defend himself no he is dead and so is his wife but with all the silence and lies im done hiding it.  This starts with him cheating on my mom when she was 6 months pregnant with my brother.What woman in her right mind even entertains sleeping with a married man who has a pregnant wife,his I guess cause thats what she did with no regret.She wanted my mom to lose everything and live in poverty which she did,but she had his children and raised us with no help occasi
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The Big day

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The first Lemon

In life you get what you get,you don't pick your parents,siblings etc..that is where my first lemon began.At the age of 3 my dad left my mom for another woman.This devastated me as I was close to him and didn't understand why he would leave.His new woman had kids and he said he loved them,and needed to care for them.What about me??? My second Lemon was when I was 6 and my dad left the province to move to BC.I asked if I could go ,my mom said no and my dad just left saying again he needed to be with his new family who he loved and me?Wasnt I loved? Lemon 3 Dad visits after 4 years with his new wife and my little sister from his new wife.We drive to the shopping center .He buys us stuff takes us for dinner and to a park then drops us at our apartment saying he loves us and will see us again.Just like that he is gone. It took 4 years for him to come back.Again brings his new wife and my little sister.She is yelled at by my mom and we have our visit cut short as they really dont th
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